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tvalentina @ 2007-06-24T13: 48:00





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is the second part of Kizuna ... when I'm hating livejournal =.= Better
repeated warnings of a moment ago:
This is a fanfiction that is a love between homosexuals and also contains explicit scenes of sex. If the thing you think it sucks, I do not give un'emerita Cippa uu

I apologize to Gio and loves to send them a lullaby without their long-awaited Akame T_T I had also locked and I could not answer emmessenne TCT '''at least I hope that you enjoy the fic x3 I want some super feedback, I recommend EOE (can you say that sucks, I do not get angry xD)

绊 [Kizuna]

"Stupid idiot!" Jin thought to himself as he walked the route to go home, even though in reality he did not have any desire. There was no need to go back by the boys, since he had left without even saying goodbye ... but it was not even the case to go to Kazuya ... or maybe you?
"Foolish!" He repeated to himself.
Could not one just never gets up?
How do you would be presented at the conference the next day?
would have to once again pretend to be happy for the cameras, for he had always been a huge hassle.
did not want to get depressed, did not have to think about it.
He tried to focus on something else ... for example, had not yet had dinner. The
felt like sushi, and he remembered a local there in that neighborhood in Yuichi had spoken very well, saying that the food was delicious. Take advantage of that to go to make us jump.

"Konbanwa."
noticed a lady a bit 'old at the counter, who spoke with another customer.
"One moment and you are, come!" He said with a friendly smile.
Jin sat down and waited to make his order.
Meanwhile, his thoughts turned again to the behavior that he had taken before. She tried not to think about it, but it was stronger than him. Among other things, the idea "brilliant" that he had gone to his head had not even helped me understand what I really think Kazuya.
Ok, it was angry, had a reaction, but that does not mean anything.
But then he remembered that last sentence said through clenched teeth ...

"Akanishi ... I hate you."

A very simple and very short sentence, but had the incredible ability to kill, to tear the heart and walked on in a brutal manner.

a word I hate ... so sharp.

Yet, what I felt for Jin Kazuya was just the opposite of hatred. Probably would have to hate him even after the hell that had passed for leaving him, but it was useless ... he had learned to love every part of that boy, every little nuance.

looking at a picture in front of them depicting a beach, he remembered that Kazuya had once promised that when they had a few days off would take him on holiday at the sea ... in an isolated place, away from everyone, bathing and splashing water on him, like children playing with sand, making love to a new untried ...

"Excuse me, are you alright?"

"How?"

"He has tears in his eyes ... I can do something for her?"

The lady looked worried, handing him a handkerchief.

"No, no ... do not worry. Thank you. "

He stood up and said that he had forgotten to an urgent commitment, thanking her again and apologize for the inconvenience that was caused.

"We just needed this," thought coming out of the room.

decided to give up sushi, would cook something once and went home. Just ... did not really want to go home, and was even passing hunger.

mood had too much ground and did not know what convenisse do to feel better. Maybe, just pulled clear with Kazuya would cheer up ...

When he looked around to decide which direction to take, he received a phone call from Koki.

"You?"

"I beg your pardon for the first ..."

Jin sighed.

"Quiet, Koki ... I do not have with you, so do not worry!"

"Ok ... you've made with Kazuya?"

"Not really ..."

Koki grasp a sense of sadness from his tone of voice.

"But now you're going to clear him, right?"

"There ... I do not know ..."

"Look, I was going to bring one thing, but now that I think is not ... you better if you bring him? "

" Eh? "

"Kazuya ... are you happy with me?"

"What kind of question is that?"

"Do you feel silly?"

"Of course it's silly! With you I'm happy and I think well of course! "

" A not me ... well, if you're with me does not necessarily mean that you are happy at my side. "

" Dumb! Of course they are, instead! "

" Even if you do angry every day for every little stupid thing? "

" Although You make me angry every day, yes. "

" Waaa ~! course then you love me just as much, Kazu-chan! "

" spring my arm, I remind you that we are in a public place! They could see us! "

" Ugh ... what a nuisance you are! "

" No, it's you that sucks! "

"Kazu-chan?"

"What?"

"I am happy with you."

Recalling that little episode, Kazuya felt bad for the 'once again over that day. If he was happy with Jin? What kind of question ...

At that time, perhaps, not reflected on that much, but now he made full account ... was not happy, no ... more. Much more. Being with him was something that filled him with joy.

watched for a moment that took the photo on the bedside table and at once felt to die ... a picture of her and Jin, camping. They had so much fun that day ...

He needed a distraction, did not want to become demoralized that way. He thought that staying in bed for the rest of the evening would not have helped, then stood up for something to eat in the fridge, though with little conviction. He stopped and looked down, watching what he had done previously, took excessive anger.

"What a mess ..." he said, grimacing.

It was decided to clean it all and restore the kitchen to a decent state. Meanwhile, whatever the to surround did nothing but remind Jin ...

thought back to those times when they ate together in that room when he's cooking dinner ... and Jin shouting "itadakima ~ up" with that radiant smile ...

"No, do not cry ... do not cry again, damn!"

He wiped his eyes with his sleeve now, ashamed of what is felt weak.

He was about to throw himself on the bed again, when the doorbell rang.

"What a bore!" Thought "It will certainly be one of the boys to ask me how I am ..."

did not want to be seen by anyone in that state, even by his friends. He hated to show its weaknesses. He wondered if he should open, and they played again and after a few seconds even knocked on the door.

"Ugh ... wait! I'm coming! "He muttered.

opened and was amazed.

The reason for his depression was there. He had materialized in front of him, and he looked a bit 'worried ... perhaps he had noticed his bad wax.

Why had he come to your house?

... Maybe he wanted to apologize for the way they had treated before?

"J-Jin ..."

He noted that carrying something in his hand.

"You have forgotten the phone."

Kazuya immediately looked down, disappointed.

"What stupid I am ... the past is just that, and I thought who knows what ... I should have ... "

" Ah ... thanks ... "he said softly.

the object and slowly took his hand just touched the other boy. He could not even look him in the eyes.

"You should not have to bother you ..." He turned

giving himself a fool once again to those words, maybe a little 'hard, on his way to put down the phone on the cabinet near the door. He warned again that pang in my heart ... and the tears which had asked to get free again down her cheeks. He could not hold it much longer ... it was when it go away now, before it would burst into tears in front of him ...

"Well ... then a doma ..."

did not finish the last word , faced with a quick movement that Jin took his wrists and pushed him to support making the wall. Kazuya looked at him in surprise, trying to ask him what he was doing, but the words died in my throat again. Jin's gaze was directed, and appeared deep ... incredibly seriously. It was there, a few inches from his face ...

"Your eyes are red ... you cried?"

spent a few seconds, while the narrow wrists it was a bit 'stronger.

"I ..."

did not know exactly what to say, but Jin does not even allow him the time ... in an instant, her lips came to rest on its urgency.

Kazuya closed his eyes without even noticing and let go now, looking back that sweet touch when the other was to move the face.

He felt so much anger at Jin, the only thought that was in love with someone else was killing him, but he could not hate him ... he had dreamed of being able to kiss again and again to squeeze him for a long, long time ...

Jin slowly licked his lips to encourage him to open his mouth and allowing free access, something that Kazuya did not deny it. The hands left wrists to move on hips, stroking her floor, while the other boy's arms, finally freed, they went to possessively surround the neck, then sinking a hand through her long soft hair, which had grown so much during those months.

Jin had almost forgotten the taste of kisses ... they broke away a minute to catch my breath, then return to make their tongues dueling. Meanwhile, a hand was already making its way under her shirt the other, caressing her flat stomach and then the chest.

"Jin ... mmmh ... the door ...."

Kazuya moved a little and reached out to close it, afraid that someone passed over and plucked them in fragrant. As soon as the locks of all, Jin he did support it, taking the chore impatient than before.

His mouth came down on the neck, playing with his tongue, while doing more pressure on his body so that their excitations were in close contact.

Sensing that member already hard against her, Kazuya moaned in the kiss. She blushed when Jin turned his eyes down, watching the happy result. He loved those pants ... and so white members, showing how perfectly Kazuya gradisse his attention.

not immediately took them to him ... he decided rather futile levargli shirt, throwing it awkwardly in a corner of the entrance. A hand went to tease a nipple, massaging and squeezing, while the other walked up the thigh, dangerously close to what was arguably the weakest point of Kazuya, who went a bit 'on the dock to show how much was impatient.

"Take your time, baby ..." he whispered in his ear sensually, before replacing his hand on his breast with his mouth. He took the nipple between his lips and began to suck, meanwhile enjoying the constant wailing of the boy in front of him.

Just then, Kazuya was alarmed. Despite

the urge was too great, he thought that what was to happen could be a huge mistake for both. He could not put aside what he had discovered just a few hours before it bitterly.

"F-... maybe it's better if ..."

Jin pressed with more force the nipple with his teeth, startled by Kazuya.

"Jin Nnnnh ... ... that person ..."

"Baka ..."

He stopped and looked at him, smiling sweetly.

"Did I say that seriously? You're so naive, Kazu-chan ... "She hugged him

narrow deposit small kisses on the cheek.

Kazuya felt over the moon ... he thought that was supposed to slap out of fear that had been taken, but only managed to cry on his shoulder, discharging all the tension that had been forced to endure before.

Jin felt terribly guilty ... plan began to stroke his hair, trying to calm him down.

"Forgive me ... I did the shit ..."

The other looked up, looking at eyes full of tears but also of love.

"Forgive me, too, to have left you ..." he whispered, then kissed passionately, trying to send it that way all I had for him.

Jin removed him from the door, making progress towards the bed that was in the room to the right, without for a moment off from his lips. When they arrived, he did apply and was positioned just above him, still continuing to kiss him.

Kazuya strattonò la sua maglia, aiutandolo poi a levarsela. He stroked her naked back and left a few wet kisses on his shoulder, opening her legs more in the meantime. Jin noticed it and decided to meet the changes required ... but not before I did suffer a bit ', touching only on the fabric and feeling it again.

"You know what? These pants are you really well ... "

The other smiled lasciviously, with cheeks a little 'red.

"I know ... you told me often ..."

"Yeah ..." moved closer to lick his bottom lip, "But without you would be even better ..." He took

the zipper between his fingers.

"Well ... you could remove ..."

"Yes, I could ... or not ..." added with a twinkle in his eye, starting to touch it.

Kazuya groaned with a groan a bit 'higher than the others, turning her head to one side and breathing heavily.

"Jin, undress me ..."

"It does not work, Kazu-chan."

The guy below him saw the fly and blushed more, no longer accustomed to certain situations.

"Please ..."

"What?"

"T-please, undress me ... please ..."

"You just can not resist?" Jin laughed softly, biting the neck.

"Aaah ... no, I can not resist ... n-no ... please ..."

He heaved a sigh when she heard the zipper of his pants finally move downward.

"You win, baby."

quickly pulled together to give them to his underwear, leaving his member entirely uncovered.

"And now ... what do you do?" Just touching it he asked, almost casually.

Kazuya blushed at that question shameless, looking away.

"As we are timid, Kazu-chan ..."

stooped to kiss him again, while a member of the boy took his hand and began to move up and down ... slowly at first, then go faster and faster. Kazuya responded by panting and squirming under his eyes amused. Meanwhile, Jin put a finger in the mouth of the other hand, moistened with the tongue, her boyfriend moved slightly to one side and then his hand went to his little crack, preparing for what would have happened later.

"Relax ..." he whispered.

Kazuya nodded, continuing to enjoy the attention of those of its members. As soon as he felt that finger enter him, he stiffened, clenching teeth hurt ... but it was still nothing compared to what you would hear later, then became strong and told not to stop Jin.

The other kissed him again asking for access to the inside of his mouth while he was out and back the finger and moved his member at the same pace.

It was nice to have the body of Kazuya glued to her, naked and excited, completely at his mercy ... increased even more speed, adding a second finger and then a third, making the other guy go crazy, now panting uncontrollably.

"I like you ..." Jin said between a kiss and the other "I like to die ..."

Kazuya felt her body go to the fire, sank to rest my head against the chest of the sweating words and rambling boy moaned, losing the thread of reason that was left.

"aaaaah ... well ... you ... me ... aaaaahn. "

After a moment he was violently, wetting his hand and their stomachs.

"I was good, then I want a reward ..." Jin smiled satisfied.

Kazuya stood leaning on him a little breathing 'anxiously, feeling in the meantime, those fingers out slowly from his body. Jin removed him only a moment to finish undressing, taking off jeans and boxers. Then she went back over to him and stroked his side, taking his hand in the same State to bring it closer to the crack.

Suddenly, Kazuya pulled up and stopped him.

"What ..."

"You wanted an award, right?" He smiled before lowering his head and take the member into his mouth.

Jin sighed pleasantly surprised by the initiative of his companion, placed both hands on his head pushing down on floor and closed his eyes to fully enjoy the moment. Her lover decided to take the first course a little revenge ... gave him little kisses on the tip and then passed to the hilt, ignoring those groans of disappointment that began to be felt.

Jin knew that he was doing it on purpose ... he tried to restrain himself not to give it won, but could not resist any longer without praying.

"Kazu ... in your mouth, please ..." he said, clutching a lock of hair between her fingers.

Noting that the red face and eyes full of desire, Kazuya decided to oblige. Taken finally sucked all the member and strong, making him throw his head back and launch a groaning sound. In a short time, Jin also lost full control of the situation, finally freeing himself in the mouth of her lover panting heavily. Kazuya licked off what was left and then raised his head to kiss him with passion, making him feel his own taste.

"Thanks for the prize ..." Jin said with satisfaction, inviting him to lie back under him.

"Please, you deserve it ..." said the other, get comfortable.

Jin's got a bit 'more legs and positioned himself better on him. Stimulated his penis with one hand just before starting to break, and then tenderly kissed her hair, heady scent of its balm. What he had missed all this ...

"I love you, Kazuya ..."

The other smiled, with his arms around his neck.

"Me too, Jin ... I never stopped ..."

She kissed him and then nodded his head to make him understand that he was ready.

squinted waiting came into him, until he felt excruciating pain that he had not felt for months ... clung to his shoulders and complained floor, trying to resist without shouting. Jin stopped now to get used to it quell'intrusione, brought her face close to hers and that filled him with little kisses.

"Excuse me ... now passes ... "

" Ouch .... Jin ... "

" Sorry ... "

After a few seconds he began to write of small forces, hoping to make him less harm as possible.

The desire to let go and to penetrate the force was now with a lot, but he restrained himself as he could, hoping that Kazuya was feeling the pain diminished as soon as possible.

"God ... as you are close ..."

In response received to hold back a groan.

From that position he could admire in all its wonderful beauty ... that face, that smooth chest with those small and inviting nipples, those legs ... it was perfect, he realized once again that his Kazuya was really nice.

"You're beautiful ..." he whispered in his ear, giving a boost slightly stronger than the other.

"... and you're mine."

"Ah ..." Kazuya him nearer to himself, finally beginning to feel less pain.

More groans and other pressures, this time with pleasure.

"Your ... I'm yours, Jin ..."

From that moment on, Kazuya did not understand anything. It was not long since lost track of time and no longer able to make a rational thought ... he felt the State of Jin sink deep inside him, causing an incredible pleasure. Every time I went to that particular point magic touch, he trembled and almost cried ... a very strong heat began to spread through his body, while everything else around him seemed to disappear and lose importance. Now there were only two of them ... there was Jin who owned it, and desperately trying to tighten her mouth. Long hair slowly fell on his face, making him a slight tickle, but nothing annoying ... and those hands so much as touched experienced everywhere, although he knew by heart every inch of her skin.

Jin And, like him, will be in heaven ... what he wanted most in the world was there, under him and between his arms. Everything was perfect, not lacking anything ... because there was nothing else to add. No, do not ask anything more. Kazuya only, and that's it.

"Jin Jin ... oh God ... ... more ... more ... aaaah ..."

increases the speed, then slow down abruptly, then go fast again ... and they both seemed to die of love and pleasure.

When Jin was decided to let him come, he grabbed his penis and masturbated at the same rate pressures will become even more powerful. Kazuya was empty so for the second time, arching his back and screaming out of control as those who loved him, followed soon after by the latter, which is poured into him leaning against his exhausted body.

stand for a few moments, waiting for their breathing became regular. When Jin came gently, according to hurt him not to look back. He placed a small kiss on his chest that was under self, then rests a cheek and close my eyes.

"Tadaima ..."

Kazuya smiled and squeezed, closing his eyes in turn and feeling really happy ... so great a happiness that perhaps had not yet tried in his life.

"Okaeri ..."

終り [End]

And now a little test for readers u__u

tick the answer you consider correct.

What do you think this fic?

A) E 'crap.

B) E 'disgusting.

C) sucks.

Ok, now we can also switch to dedications xD

-To my sweet lover, I was almost in danger of death to write this fic and finish it well in time short> _> ... love, you're a pain in the ass! xDDDDD

-A Joy, also a fan of Akame and KT disproportionately as me! * O *

-To my shock there ... a particular reason, but it's my shock and fic so I want to dedicate to her. u___u

Well, I'm done ... thanks for reading this crap! * _ *

Your favorite writer will churn as soon as a new literary masterpiece yaoi. u_ub soon! + Going to be cut down by a hunter +

translation of some words

Konbanwa: Good evening
Hai: Yes

itadakimasu: Thanks for the food (equivalent to our "good appetite")

Baka: Stupid
Tadaima: I'm back
Okaeri: Welcome back

Sister Boobs Touching

Part 1 PART 2 Here I am

And I finally completed this blessed Akame .. . I'd had enough, I swear! xD Serving lover that I broke from morning to night! xDDD I'm too hard reread it again before you publish it ... I just hope that there are too many errors u_u''I was thinking that maybe one day I could republish it in English ... maybe ...
one day ... Since I have no intention to privatize my lj, here's some small warning that in words very poor:
This is a fanfiction that is a love between homosexuals and also contains explicit scenes of sex. If the thing you think it sucks, I do not give un'emerita Cippa uu not read and certainly not sprecatevi miners to leave comments, so why not me scratch u_ub
For everyone else, enjoy! * O *

EDIT: is so long that I have to divide it into 2 parts =.=

绊 [Kizuna]

"Aaaah ... home sweet home!"

The moment he opened the door, Kazuya breathed a sigh of relief after spending a hellish day at work. This time, though, the guys had the night off strangely, and then took the opportunity to rest and think a bit 'to himself. The rhythms of the band became increasingly frantic, especially since Jin had them at the moment left to pursue his studies abroad. Since only five remained, and though they have gone one of the main components of the group, KAT-TUN were forced to work almost twice as usual, undergoing a constant stress. Precisely for this reason, Kazuya was looking forward to finally having some time to spend alone and in peace, away from cameras and recording studios, acting as a mere boy of his age and not necessarily as a star in Japan .

He went to the bathroom to take a long, relaxing shower after leaving the stuff on the bed. He heard the phone ringing at home, while under the jet of warm water, but decided to let it go and continue to wash blissfully. After about thirty minutes of total relaxation, Kazuya emerged from the bathroom fresh as a daisy, already dried and dressed, with a pair of pants that usually wore their own comfortable to stay at home. Hearing the phone ring again, sighed and went to see the numbers a bit 'bored ... it was Tatsuya.

"What do you want? We met an hour ago, "thought little before answering, thinking already destroyed his quiet evening for whatever frivolous reason.

"Moshi moshi?"

"Kazuya ..."

"Hey! Tell me, Tat-chan! "

" He 's back! "

... ...

I think I felt bad .. . his heart missed a beat, maybe more than one.

'E' is back ... who, sorry? "

" Like who?! Wake up! He 's back Jin! "

" Ah ... .. ... q-when? "

"Now! He just warned Koki! "

Now his heart was beating too ... instinctively put his hand on his chest, while Tatsuya continued to talk to him, but he could barely hear it ...

Six months had passed exactly ... six months?

He seemed so much more. He even decided to no longer counting the days because she would not think of time not spent ever.

But Jin was finally back ... and instead he was not ready.

What can I say ... what to do ... and most importantly, how he would behave himself, Jin.

He wondered if he had changed or whether it was the usual idiot ever. And if he had forgotten about him? Of all that had been ...

I had not heard, except the few times where Jin had been calling itself, but were of short calls ... just time to wonder how they were, tell just something new. For the rest, their relationship seemed to have left the cold of recent times.

"Well, Kazuya! Are you listening? "

" ... Eh? S-yes, I'm listening. "

"What did I say?"

"Er ... you said ... you said ..."

"What are you waiting for! Jin's almost even, so hurry up! Tomorrow is the press conference and we still have to organize! "

" Ok, get ready and finish ... "

" Move! "

Click!

still could not believe it.

could imagine the smirk Tatsuya from behind the phone ... the other members had always known everything. Kazuya knew what it was excited at that moment, much of them all. They had always kept secret to avoid any detriment to the band, as the wrath of Kitagawa, the wonder of the media and the hysteria of fangirls.

With a heart that was still a thousand, Kazuya looked around confused thinking about what to do first. He tried a pair of jeans by putting upside down the room, but not finding a few seconds later grabbed the white pants that happen before and it changed as fast as he could, risking putting it in the fall to the ground. Quickly finished getting dressed and ran to the bathroom, cursing her hair and ears. It came after quarter of an hour and good, even more confused than before ... took the keys and mobile phone, took a deep breath trying to kick away the tension and finally walked out, ignoring the repeated blasts of Ueda who urged him to Perhaps a kindly move.

Jin leaned a bit 'out the window of the car to better observe the city, noting that nothing seemed to change, since the day he started. Perhaps he would be once again facing the same problems as always, that is those with the band, with ... and Kazuya Kitagawa. He feared that his choice will reveal themselves only a waste of time. As he had longed for years to study far away, maybe for a little escape 'from routine would not have improved things that much, not to say that he would even worse ...

closed his eyes, while a light wind began to move the hair.

"What! In America? "

"Yes, Koki! You heard right! "

" Are you mad? Right now? "

" I prefer now, before it is too late. "

" But we debuted this year! Do not think of the band? Why the hell did not start before all this? "

"It is clear that the inspiration came to me just now ..."

"Jin, please! Avoid to be funny! "

" Let him do what he wants. "

" Kazuya, you're saying? "

"If you want to study abroad, we can not mica stop him ... "

I could still remember that scene perfectly.

"If you really want to go ... then we let you go, Jin ..."

that damn phrase ...

Kazuya's face was troubled, and seemed on the verge of tears, but did nothing to prevent his departure. Maybe Jin wanted to pray to him, imploring him to stay with them for a while 'instead of letting him make a decision as hasty.

But then, who was he to Kazuya? None.

was no longer her boyfriend, but they could not even joking or talking like a decent time, so could not be regarded as even his friend. By now, you could define only one of his co-worker ...

few months before he decides to go, things seemed to go a bit 'better, but soon discovered that sadly it was just reciting a script in front of the cameras. Perhaps because it imposed by a superior, or simply to look good in front of people, but at the exact moment when the lights went out, he immediately returned to harsh reality in which Kazuya Jin did not know ... and consequently, Jin, Kazuya ignored.

It was a situation so frustrating ...

But even more frustrating was the fact that, despite the distance and the various distractions, America never stopped thinking about him, what they were and what they were become over time. Especially at night, a thousand thoughts crowded his mind, making it impossible to sleep ... the nostalgia, the desire to awaken in the morning with a regular breathing tickled my neck, the fear of not being able to have that tight body in her arms ...

"Akanishi-san, we're almost there!"

Among a thing and another, did not even notice that the car had already turned the corner that would have led shortly thereafter by his teammates.

"It was time," said Yuichi saw Kazuya approach.

"There was traffic ..."

"Yeah, sure ..." he smiled giving him a light pat on the back.

Kazuya smiled, then looked around to see if there was Jin.

"has not yet arrived," read to him in thought Koki.

"Ah ... ok."

continued to look around, noting the confusion that reigned supreme in the room: people of the staff coming in and coming out, the speaker of the conference that there would be tomorrow, who's single record that should have again, saw the return of Akanishi. All busy at work ... and even though he had always been the most serious and professional work at that time did not care anything at all. To hell with the individual, one would have expected. To hell with the speech to the conference. He threatened to sit down without even knowing what to say to reporters, but do not care at all.

... He wanted to see Jin

wanted to see every day as they were up to six months before he left.

He missed a lot, even if it were no longer together and their relationship was not even very friendly as before. Was Kazuya was just to leave it, for a series of fights that seemed to have no end ... a little 'for her damned jealousy, a little' to Yamashita, which had never been able to bear ... and a little 'for Jin, because instead of addressing problems always preferred to run away. Even going to America was an escape from reality ... just when it was necessary to overcome all the difficulties with the band, he had thought to slip away.

The dream of learning English to try to hide his weaknesses ... but Kazuya was always able to find them, because by now I knew too well. They had spent the first years in Johnny's Jimusho always together, becoming close friends. For him, Jin was an open book, telling him everything, from the silly to the more important. They spent whole days stuck and never get tired of each other. Then came that moment that marked the beginning of their history ... so that kiss, followed by others who were gradually deeper and deeper ...

..... that night. ....

Kazuya turned his face away, fearing that he was suddenly flushed and the others if I had noticed. Fortunately, everyone was quite busy talking among themselves rather than pay any attention to him. He tried to banish those memories from his mind, not realizing then that the door behind him was opening ...

"Akanishi!" Cried a bit 'of people in the choir.

"Holy cow!" Kazuya thought turning trigger.

Before his eyes the image of a handsome boy's breath away, rather than long-haired, that getting your sunglasses smiled, greeting everyone with a cheery "Hello."

"Jin-ku ~ n!" Junno was on him with a bound, showing his usual exuberance.

"Hey! What's up, guys? "

" Shut up, moron! "Said Koki, going towards him laughing.

Kazuya was still dazed staring at him without even dare to approach.

Jin, meanwhile, looked at him furtively as he continued to greet others. He noticed the lighter hair and those pants whites who liked to die on him.

Just finished a chat with everyone and to free himself from the grasp of Junno on his arm, went up to Kazuya, pretending to feel very confident, even if it actually was not.

The boy's heart began to beat wildly.

"Ohisashiburi, Kamenashi-kun ..."

It felt very disturbed by the fact that the name was more or Kazuya Kame-chan, as it always did before, but tried not to show it.

"You put on weight" he said smiling slightly.

"I ate a lot of hamburgers!" Jin smiled in turn "But you seem to me even more thin ... is not it? "

" I have not noticed ... "

We had the case and how, instead. He had just started to eat more in recent weeks, because before it was too demoralized to do that. Koki had even threatened to take a beating, if he had not decided to get back on track once and for all. He had to worry about his friends because of that stupid ... or maybe just because of him, because he never stopped for a second stream next him.

"You missed me?"

"... Eh?"

face serious difficulties because of the question posed by Jin, but then noticed the stupid smile on his face printed decided not even respond, looking down. Jin acknowledged that smile ... he showed it often in front of people who wanted to make fun of, but not good-naturedly as you do this to a friend.

"Ok, whatever. Do not say anything ... so we were able to exchange at least a few words more than usual. Perhaps to be so distant for months served us. We're making progress, do not you think? "

Kazuya raised his face, annoyed.

"... No."

Judging from her expression, the air was starting to get a bit 'heavy.

Jin s'innervosì lot for the reaction of the guy before him, starting to make noise shaking the keys in his pocket. Tatsuya noticed it and took him by the arm and ask him to sit down and above all to let go, and Yuichi did the same thing with Kazuya.

Within seconds, everyone was sitting on the couch and the waters seem to have subsided, at least for the moment. Meanwhile all the other people changed the room, leaving them alone.

"So, Jin!" Began to speak Yuichi "Tell us a little 'what you did to America!"

"Well, actually I did not then nothing so special ..."

"Hey, give it to whomever you want to drink? Who knows how much trouble you combined! "

" Yes, do tell us! "Junno said enthusiastically," You found some nice girl? "

Immediately, everyone turned toward him, looking as if he had pulled a blasphemy .

"Oh ... it's true, sorry ... I rephrase the question: have you found any nice guy," he asked back smiling innocently.

Kazuya felt an almost irresistible impulse to plug his ears, as well to beat his friend, Jin began simply to laugh in the face of Junno and others shook their heads all thinking the same thing: "that idiot ... "

Jin noted that Kazuya did not seem to show signs of strain even this time, because he smiled as if nothing had happened, not knowing that you were only holding back ... but then thought for a moment and decided to play up a bit ' with fire ...

"In America ... I met a special person."

In that room there was a chilling silence that lasted several seconds.

Yuichi turned to Kazuya, unfortunately finding it as expected ... that is definitely worried by the emergence of Jin.

"A special person," he asked after a while 'Koki.

The boy nodded, while wondering if she really was a good idea to invent a bullshit like that only make the other jealous. But now the trouble was combined ... then thought to still continue with his charade.

"Yes ... a very special person. We also stayed in touch, I promised that next month will find me ... "

They looked stunned when they heard the words of Jin. How he could think of to talk about these things in front of her ex-boyfriend, which by the way was still so obviously in love with him?

"Do not tell us whether a man or a woman?" Kazuya asked suddenly, frowning.

"Does it matter for you, Kamenashi? "

That question, in that tone of voice and mocking smile that did nothing but growing source of his anger, while he tried desperately not to externalize it.

"Simple curiosity," said strong shaking their fists.

"I do not see why you should be so curious, there are things about you."

The others noted concern that the situation was now degenerating ... both boys looked defiantly.

"Ultimately, I'm free, right? I I want to be with the one without accounting to anyone or ask for an explanation. Especially you. "

Kazuya would never have believed that certain words could be so bad.

"Imagine if I ask explanations! I do not care any more about what you do! You can fuck whoever you want, it does not concern me, "cried without even realizing it.

"Really? It would not seem ... "

smiled ironically, while the other was really running out of patience.

could not handle it well ... after all they had spent together, could not make fun of him in this horrible way. He had a great desire to cry, to scream ...

"Akanishi ... I hate you."

That sarcastic smile suddenly vanished from the face of Jin.

no one would ever expect a sentence like that from him. Kazuya was to leave, and it was Jin that he should hate him for that very reason. Although there was never successful ...

"I hate you!" Repeated the other, this time heading even higher and with more emphasis. He was too angry, would not stay there any longer. He jumped up and walked briskly toward the exit.

"Kazuya, where are you going?" Said Yuichi alarmed, rising to meet him.

"A house! Leave me alone for now! See you tomorrow! "

" Come, stay here ... "

" I told you to leave me alone! "Yelled" Do not insist! Special celebrations! "

said, Kazuya left the room, slamming the door violently.

Jin knew at that time I did one of his usual nonsense ... the Its purpose was to make him jealous to test, but not to do so angry that way. He had just returned and had already caused a casino, arguing again just with the person they wanted instead of closer. He felt suddenly stupid ... sighed, covering her head with her hands, watched by his teammates who did not know what to do to resolve the situation.

"Of course you could say things with a little 'more than touch, do not you think?"

Jin Koki stared for a moment with his eyes full of anger, then got up and after taking the bag left him well, not even greet others.

"Well, great! Just as well that from now on things would have been better! "

" Koki, please ... do not put us too, "said Yuichi exasperated.

"If the gentleman to think before speaking, now we'd all be happy and content to celebrate!" Shouted the other, indicating Junno.

"But why?! What did I say wrong? What happened? "

" Koki, let's go! They argued, however, and as you well know, "interjected Tatsuya well.

"What is happened? "

" I know, but we can not always turn the knife, damn it! "

" What happened? "

" Junno, stop or I'll break your nose! "

" What happened? "

shut the door of his house, Kazuya fell on the ground as if he lacked the forces completely.

not could believe what he heard ...

Jin had been put aside their history, because he had found someone else in America.

He had forgotten about him ... his was a distant and fading memory.

When Kazuya was crying at night hugging his pillow, maybe Jin was in bed with that person ... and maybe it was too happy, while Kazuya was suffering ... suffering, hoping that sooner or later, Jin would return to make love with him ...

violently banged his fists on the floor, while letting the tears fall.

finally was at home could ... cry and vent without anyone noticing it. He could cry with all the anger that had kept to himself until then.

began to sob, lowering his head and placing his forehead on the ground.

And then screamed ... screamed as he could, with all the breath in his throat.

"Fuck you, Jin! Fuck you! "

grabbed the remote that was on the floor and threw it against the TV. Then he opened the fridge, took the first things I saw before and threw them, even breaking a few bottles.

risk of injury, but not not care the least ... nothing mattered now.

Jin did not love him anymore. He had been waiting all this time for anything.

But it was her fault ... it was exclusively his, because he had to leave Jin, to make a clean break their relationship. He had been to reject more than a year after they were together.

For what? For some stupid pictures with Yamashita? For his fucking jealous?

He had committed a terrible mistake ... and now I would pay the consequences, even dire. It would be assumed responsibility for his actions.

But how could he do such a thing? How could she leave him?

He left open the fridge and all the mess on the floor, jumping on the bed dead weight.

He felt like shit.

He tried to stop the tears, but it was useless. He could only cry louder.

"Jin ..."

stuck his head under the pillow, as he often did in moments of despair.

Jin He called again and again, and the other between sobs.

She was dying at the thought of not being loved from him. He would never have thought to suffer so much for such a reason ... a reason so apparently trivial. Yet, at that moment he thought he had lost forever a thing of vital importance.

Why Jin was important ... it was too important to him.

After crying endless tears, Kazuya now totally wet the pillow away, resting his head on the mattress and staring somewhere in the ceiling blankly. He stayed so long, while leaving little by little carried away by a whirlwind of memories, in which he and Jin were still agree, laughing, joking ... and above all, they loved both.

End Part

translation of some words

Moshi Moshi: Ready

Ohisashiburi: How long