In a few weeks late (but better late than ever xD) here is a fic written by me in chat and loves ... obviously AKAM U_U I do kame while she is Jin! Happy reading! * _ *
Forgiveness (Part 1)
He had thought of many ways to tell her, and had even prepared a speech in his head, but now that it had before, did not remember anything of what he had to say.
Kame saw it approaching and noticed a face a bit worried.
"We hear what he has to say ..." he thought, imagining having to cope with one of his usual complaints unnecessary.
Jin walked over to him slowly.
Being in the studio was not the best.
Probably many of them would have been heard.
But he did not care at all.
felt that it was time to tell him.
Kame to tell the truth.
to address his anger and understand that he is wrong again, for the umpteenth time.
"Kame ... listen ..." engulfed in a vacuum. He felt terrible anxiety in my chest, "I have something really important to tell you ..."
"Wow ..." said the other ironically "Judging by your tension seems to be a bad thing, as well as important! One of those many things that to me is the irresistible desire to pull a punch on the nose! Anyway tell me ... "he sat down in front of him.
already started bad ...
Kame had already promised a punch on the nose!
He knew!
knew it would end in violence!
But took a deep breath and decided to speak anyway.
Or goes or nothing, he thought.
"I hope you got your violence for you ..." said ironically, trying to ease the tension he felt "Anyway ... jokes aside ... I ... I know that now is not exactly the moment ... we have debuted recently, and everything else ... though. .. I think it's time to do it "
" A Time for what? ".
Kame looked at him quizzically.
"Well ..." temporized.
was sure of his decision.
certainly knew that it would do so regardless of what he would say Kamenashi.
But inside, he had no desire to separate from him ...
"So?" Kame asked impatiently.
In his heart, I just hope that idiot had not accomplished anything stupid ...
"What have you done, Jin?"
"Why do you think if I have done something?" the tone was angry.
The collided Kame so little that he trusted him.
Okay, it's true, if his confidence was played long ago, but treat it as if it were only able to combine a disaster was quite annoying!
"Because now I know you too well," Kame laughed "But do not worry, come on ... this time I'll try to get you refrain from slap, whatever the thing that you should tell me! Shoot, what happened? "
Jin sighed, looking down: "I'm leaving for America," raised his eyes, "Tomorrow."
"......."
Kame is petrified and remained so for a few seconds, staring at Jin with a face unreadable. After a while he recovered and tried to seek an explanation ...
"... Eh?! ... America? ... TOMORROW?!? "
" Yes "Jin nodded" It 's time for me to realize my dream, "he added.
He stared into my eyes and saw him confused and disoriented.
"I always wanted to study abroad to learn English on the field," he continued, looking to seem credible.
It was far from the reason which prompted him to leave.
And his reason was staring at him confused sitting right in front of him.
Kame could not believe his ears.
"Jin ... but it is given to you once your brain?"
He jumped up and approached the person in front of him.
"I know that is one of your dreams, I had talked a few years ago ... but ... but Jin, what the hell you say? You need to go now? ! JIN, do you realize?!? " said the last sentence of screaming.
"Yes, I understand all right," replied confidently.
did not have to show its weaknesses.
Not now.
believe it should stay at all costs.
could not make him understand that it is still madly in love with him.
"And I know that this is a good time to do it," he added, staring straight into my hazel eyes that, despite the misunderstandings and the fact that they were not together anymore for a long time, managed to shake the ' soul like no other.
"The right time to do it?! Barely a year after its debut?"
was furious ... no, Jin could not leave it, point blank.
"I do not think that from now is the right time, do not you think at all! And then tomorrow ... sorry! Party tomorrow! And tell me now?! "
immediately lowered his eyes to avoid looking at him again and really give him a punch, because the temptation was too much.
"Kame, I'm saying it on purpose. The other will not say anything," he said, his eyes looking but failing to find it under the hair that covered his face because of head bent forward, "I wrote a message to others on the phone and tomorrow, when the plane will go up, I'll send it. I'm telling you first because you're different from others ..."
Kame immediately raised his head, hearing those words.
"Of course you're just a selfish ... how could you not say anything to others? You know that I will be all bad, right?"
squeezed his fists, trying not to cry there, right in front of him. Why Jin always had to be so stupid? Why should he ever make him suffer in one way or another?
"Jin ... others do not say anything .. and why did you tell me instead?"
lowered again the head.
Jin When she heard the word "selfish", could not be avoided by giving reason to Kame.
Surely there would have been other very ill, but did not care.
knew that they would understand.
With time and understanding the exact words he had written: 'It is too difficult for me to continue to stay close to him. Please forgive me if I ran well ".
But if others reading this message, would have understood, Kame had not done so because, without knowing it, he was the source of his problems .
"Do not worry about others, Kame. They are not your problem "he said.
saw those shining eyes and at once felt a worm.
Then he continued:" However, Kazuya, not ask because I told you before. You would not understand. "
Kame remained silent even after Jin had finished speaking, staring at the floor.
It 's true, would not understand. It's never managed to understand it ... never really understood his character, not because they suddenly put together, or why Jin then betrayed him with that being nasty to YamaP . And finally, now realizing he was not at all what Jin the same saying.
"Please explain to me ... Jin, because I want to understand ..." he said softly after a while.
Jin closed his eyes, the request for Kamenashi.
He knew that truth was the only right thing after it, banging her head hard, he understood that the lies have short legs, but was terrified to tell him the truth.
stared clenched fists and prayed to Buddha that he does not come straight punch on her pretty little nose after what he said, slowly, came from his lips like a whipped furiously: "I have to escape from a broken love affair evil. I have to say goodbye. "
prayed that Kame did not understand that it was him, love gone wrong.
prayed that fraintendesse ...
so as to make the separation less painful, at least for the small turtle.
"Ah ..."
was the only thing that Kame was able to say at the moment, eyes wide.
For a moment he thought he was referring to him ... but it was impossible, they were not together anymore for months. Jin now had even begun to speak almost like a time .. as when they were just friends and nothing more. He had removed their story without too much difficulty, as opposed to him.
Still thinking about, he was suddenly a crazy rage ... perhaps he knew whom he meant Jin.
"I understand ..." smiled sadly, "You're done with Yamashita and why come to me to say? To make me feel bad again?" he asked still smiling ... definitely a fake smile.
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