TITLE: Most conflicts seem inevitable at the moment, but trivial in hindsight.
AUTHOR: StoryGirl.
GENRE: Oneshot. (Triple Drabble). Fluff.
RATINGS: Pg13. Disclaimers
: No character is mine, unfortunately.
PAIRING: Kim Kibum, Kim Jonghyun JjongKey {}.
TABLE: Bingo.
PROMPT: Whip , Vendetta , Tears , scene, Friendship.
SUMMARY: The newspapers gave the news of the engagement of Jonghyun and Kibum feels literally betrayed.
THANKS: A
WORDS: 1500, (300 for each mini-chapter) with the word count.
Most conflicts seem inevitable at the time, but futile in hindsight
(Whip)
When he saw those pictures, the news, something had hit the heart, producing a terrible snap, something that seemed like a whip.
Jonghyun was engaged to the girl he could not even pronounce the name. The pain was dull, dull, and clouding the brain, which until then had always been far too rational.
Jonghyun he was engaged and had not found it helpful to tell them his best friends.
Kibum swallowed a lump that had been painfully in his throat.
Jonghyun, that Jonghyun. That Kim Jonghyun. And that . When he
Having regard to the newspaper world had collapsed on him. Not even the internet and the comments of the fans had calmed down at that moment talking about one thing. Engagement. The very thing that he did not want to hear.
The other group members were not what shocked him by force! They did not have the same kind of relationship with Jonghyun. His Jonghyun. As he looked listless
the screen of his computer a phrase stand out more than others. A sentence that sent him, literally, the heart broken.
RIP JongKey .
Kibum stood up taking a small ornament from his desk: he was a ceramic cat. Had they Jonghyun gave a few days earlier. If they nursed for a while 'before deciding to throw it against the wall to smithereens.
Jonghyun would regret it bitterly. He did fall in love with him and then throw it in total darkness without even giving an explanation.
was bitter that he felt the bile rise from the stomach. It was putrid taste of what is made of a poison heart, a heart that has so much pain to himself that he could not express it, so deciding to suffocate him in black and blinding rage more.
(Vendetta)
He wanted revenge on him, that pain that was causing. He wanted to take it and tell him what he thought at the time, but revenge is something to be savored slowly because otherwise you can not love.
why Kibum had decided to withdraw into his room in the dark, shouting loud and clear that no one could disturb him.
Not that they had not tried to knock down the door of his room, but after realizing that, for its part, there was no hint of wanting to change things, they had left in peace.
And peace was just what he needed.
He raised up the volume by closing the windows, lighting a lamp that would be the only thing to illuminate the darkness of his room.
It was therefore put to bed looking at the pictures of them both. Jonghyun embraced him and that he and Jonghyun laughing. The two of them. And Jonghyun had managed to ruin everything they had built.
After watching three hours for video on their couple had thrown the computer to the ground, breaking the screen. He did not care.
It was not his fault he only wanted to smash everything: the agency could not blame him. Jonghyun was to blame because it was only his fault.
hated the fans who decided to leave the group only because Jonghyun he was engaged. He also wanted to do it. He also wanted to say "You're an idiot Jonghyun. Because of that you're ruining everything that you were able to conquer. And you're ruining our work. The work of our group, SHINee ", but obviously could not.
He was one of his companions, he was a friend and would have to act like one, but he wanted revenge.
(Tears)
Eventually he realized that revenge could not be there, simply because he was not the type to do such a thing. They were, therefore, came the tears. The dams that appeared to be retained be broken out and he suddenly found himself tightly in blankets sobbing all his pain was blinding.
She heard someone knocking at his door and then the voice of Jonghyun.
"Kibummie, it's me. Please let me go. I just got back ... and please, Kibum "
had opened, showing for the first time that day. He knew he was a disaster: the tears were definitely ruined the wire trick in his face, making him the particular mascara on her cheeks. Perhaps
looked like a sad clown in that way, but did not care. Jonghyun must have known the pain he had caused.
And Jonghyun seemed to understand because His face became in an instant, a mask of sheer terror.
"Do not cry, please do not cry"
He had close to his chest as he always did when Kibum was sick. He had close, stroking his back in that way that always gives chills in his body.
Kibum knew it could not let go because he had to bring home to Jonghyun his pain, but could not.
At that moment he thought only the hot body of the other who was trying to reassure him.
Jonghyun was never a guy very cute and certainly did not understand why he was crying, was just as well in a sense.
If he knew he would have looked strange considering it, saying something about friendship, because the two of them were friends, right? No
that they were not!
They had never been friends, because from the first moment she saw him, fell in love with Kim Kibum Kim Jonghyun and could not make us absolutely nothing.
(Scene)
Until that day he had enough on their relationship, much more intimate than it had with the rest of the group members, but now was not enough anymore.
"Why? Because you have boyfriend with that girl? Not even know it! You do not know! You're in love with her as you see it on television, but it certainly is different, Jonghyun! You know very well! You know how these things! Then why are you engaged? And because you've got it hidden? And why the heck are you going for a walk with her in a place where anyone could see? YAY! KIM Jonghyun! You've become a total idiot? Did you know that you have photographed! You wanted to send to hell all of our work? "
He had never been so upset in his life: he had barely realized what he had shouted at him, but if deserved. Any insult. Whatever. He deserved this. And gliel'avrebbe shouted again, and again, if only it were served to make things change, a return to business as usual.
"Kibummie ... I ..."
did not want to hear his explanations, he did not hear him talking about how wonderful she was or how he did it happily. He did not want to hear any of this because he did not care.
"Do not talk. I do not want to hear you talk about her. I do not care why you boyfriend. I just wanted you to tell me first. I'm not important enough to let them know of what happens in your life? We, your best friends, we're not important enough? "
Kibum shook while Jonghyun looked at him with her usual look: what made her want to hold you tight to him, but not that day.
"This is not, of course you are important to me. Kibum you ... "
(Friendship)
Kibum looked at him biting his lip.
"I do, Jonghyun? I'm your best friend? I am the one that you should always support whatever you do? You're wrong. I've never been a friend and you know it. E ' useless to pretend not to essertene realized. Our friendship is not. It was never friendship. It 's something more. It 's always been something more "
Jonghyun smiled, unexpectedly and Kibum was back the urge to slap up to hurt him.
"You're right, Kibummie. Our friendship has never been, but I did not believe that you tried the same thing for me, you know? "
Jonghyun kissed him and Kibum's brain was dying.
"Me and this girl, which are not even pronounce the name as thou hast fact, we're not together. They were our respective managers to get us out so that we photograph. To tell you the truth I did not understand why. It 'nice, you know? This is why I was smiling in the photos, but there's nothing between us. E 'sexy, and would be my perfect woman if I were not already in love with a man, you "
And when he kissed again, Kibum had understood an important truth. Sometimes revenge is useless. Sometimes the tears are not necessary.
Sometimes, what is really needed, is only trying to clarify with the other person. Talk, and everything will improve. Because he
Jonghyun and had never been friends and that everyone had understood, and although there had been a long time to figure it out, too, had understood.
There are many ways to heal a broken heart rotten from the pain and the most effective, of course, is to return him to live with a kiss sealed with love.
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